Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Pieces of the Spyglass

I just realized today that I have a problem committing to things. Not everything. Obviously I am married and I have three children. I have this blog, but I recently started this. And it is really a place for me to vent and keep a record of my life in a way that intrigues my mind.

It was brought to my attention that I have yet to take in complete commitment to my career choice. A career I sort of fell into. But I love. I know the reason why changing the way someone looks is thoroughly enjoyable to me. Because I adore creating. I am an artist at heart. That is where my heart will swim to the tree tops and sing for all to hear. Embracing the beauty of things is sweetness.

I am now aware things need to be done to keep me in a job. Self-discovery may need to speed up a bit. And today part of that was pieced together. A little more searching will get me to the reason behind the culprit. But who knows how long that could take. Time is not on my side. And my head is already spinning.

The things I do know are a little clouded. So it yet to be seen....

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