I Want to Scream

I am not, nor have I ever been, a morning person. Do not wake me, I will be grumpy. I will be mean. I will not talk. I want silence.

Having children, this is a problem. You can not sleep in. You have to talk and be chipper in the morning hours. And you can not be mean or grumpy when your children wakes you. And they always wake before me, therefore they wake me, or Justin does.

I am trying to help myself be better. But sometimes I need a break. And most of the time it is in the morning.

Life beckons and I stand still. Pondering all that is and all that was. But I am happy, and I do love my life for the most part. But I am only human.